rainy days

Well, it might not have rained in Klang

But it rained in Subang

Hence, these are one of the days where your feet swim in your shoes

Reminds me much of the days back in school with the frequent "banjirsss"

Unfortunately for me, I was wearing a long pants along with my red sneakers

Half wet at the bus stop waiting silently for the bus

Though I felt disgusted with the feeling of being wet

This rainy day relieves the hot weather in the past few months

So it's not so bad after all..eh?

Haa...what a relief!

And it's the best weather ever to sleep!

Too bad I had to travel home at that time..

random thoughts

recently, random thoughts has occupied much space in my mind

from assignments to exams,part time jobs,holiday plans, and something explicitly random;

a future plan - sounds serious rite?

no worries..just a deal between a close friend and me

We dealt on backpacking travelling by the age of 32 if either of us has not settled down

Y backpacking?

coz we figured we might not be able to make a fortune in a short period of 8 years unless we hit a jackpot

hence plans for luxurious trips has to be terminated

Well, both of us loves travelling

a passion we both share very much..

I would say if I am not studying communications now, I would be in the traveling line now just like her

likewise, I recalled making another similar deal with another friend of mine back in college days

therefore, maybe someday we 3 could all go on backpacking together..

random right?

I mean it may  sound like I've had my life all planned out

but frankly, NO as this notion came to me out of nowhere

I guess it came to me when I realised that there is much more to life other than love

Love may seem ultimate and a priority to someone else

but it remains as a secondary to me

the thought of being tied down to a lifetime commitment scares me most of the time

maybe it's just me but freedom comes first 

somehow, I got used to being single and independent

being single means being free from most probably the most excruciating pain of all

though at times you might need to face some loneliness issues

however, loneliness is another issue altogether

next to my family, my friends matter the most

so if I was ever given a choice to choose between friend and love

I would certainly go for friendship

yes, I could say that I am a postmodernist (a lil i guess)

but in an era of globalisation, it is really common..wakaka..

sorry but I had globalisation as a subject this sem and television studies which explores much on this concept

hence, implementing my studies in a blog spot is not bad after all

that would mean that I actually paid attention in classes..haha

regardless of how much thought I would like to put into my holiday plans

I should really be studying at this point

off to my studies now..or should I say lunch?

hehehe..

brief update

I guess it's time for some updates

but in fact, there's isn't much to update either

my updates would seem rather lame

coz nothing major really happened

classes resumed after my  mid sem break which was about 2 weeks ago

after that, I've been chilling most of the time until last weekend

when I finally realised that my finals are approaching and I still have 2 assignments to submit this week

hence, started on assignments and finished one of them yday

as I mentioned earlier, when finals are approching meaning that my summer break is on its way too

that would mean I have 4 months long holidays

it was a plan from the start that I am gonna earn some extra allowance during this break

so I knew I had to remove my butt from the sofas and start looking for a job

recently, I met up with an ex colleague

and she suggested I should go back and work as part time but this time home based

the idea sounds really tempting, I can forget about tiring travelling

and it pays quite well for a part time job (rm7 per hour)

however, I am hesitating coz I know how exhausting that job could be tho it's only part time

and the fact that I am working away from office, when problems emerges from clients

I will have to make loads of calls back to the head office

that notion scares me

it would also mean I won't get to experience other kind of jobs

such dilemma..*sigh*

psychotic/eccentric/eerie conversation

 

just minutes ago,

me and a friend was discussing about our psychology assignment

the question was "what do we replace animals with in psychology experiments to test effects of the drug?"

and we came out with a conclusion that we can't clone human (ethical issues) and plants (validity of the results)

hence, there are no other living creatures on earth except animals right?

however there are also ethical issues imposed to the usage of animals

thus we trying to act smart came up with this conversation

talking about it now gives me the goosebumps already

I find both of us really eerie and we are getting nowhere actually

pondering

I love listening to people's problem
Not that it feels great to do so
But it comes to the point of believing that I could actually be of help
Though I am only silently lending my ears

At certain times, in search of comforting and motivational words

I ponder upon the problems that people have
It makes me think of how comforting and motivational could my words be
Will they at least make a difference and take them away from their problems temporarily?
There might be issues that I've not experienced
Hence, the doubt emerges on whether is it appropriate to blurt those words out
Though phrases like "we will always be there to support you" seems cliche
But I think it has a way of working off it sparks

Was talking to a friend over MSN yday about her problems
And yes, I did blurted out that cliche phrase
What say you?
Will it make even a slight difference?
Will it make her feel better?
Will it draw a smile on her face?


Pondering.............................

it's not B, it's not C, it's A for APRIL

Regardless of how busy I am,
Regardless of how far apart are you from us now
Regardless of whether are you gonna read this post or not
I still wan to dedicate it to you, my dear friend
My dear crazy friend
Who has been with us on all of our crazy road trips
pre cny shopping sprees
sleepovers
getting drunk and puking
suprise birthday parties
ktv sessions
hiking trips and picnics
beaches
& not forgetting our wonderful 09/09 gathering

But, now you are no longer with us anymore
hopefully we will be able to see you real soon
pls do take good care of our gifts more than urself ya
no..in any case, you are the main priority okay?
take really good care of yourself
love you always!

 

neither is it may or june, it's just A for April

you'll be missed very badly

a missing piece of the cartoonz puzzle

T.T

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